Perhaps I am sensing my doom
As I hide out in this bathroom
Perhaps there is nothing to fear
Yes I find myself still trapped here
Frozen I can’t make myself move
I just wish I could just improve
Instead I am sure I just worsen
When all I want is to be a real person

Can’t seem to be free from this anxiety
I’m trapped in this hole I’ve lost all control
It feels like an ocean as I drown in emotion
My will is breaking and I just really want to stop shaking

It sounds like it should be easy
Yet I keep feeling so queasy
The cat seems to have my tongue
There is no air in my lungs
I really just want to belong
But it has been far too long
I’ve now made a bad impression
Which only furthers my depression

Can’t seem to be free from this anxiety
I’m trapped in this hole I’ve lost all control
It feels like an ocean as I drown in emotion
My will is breaking and I just really want to stop shaking

I draw my breath in deep
Hope they don’t think I’m a creep
I try and hold myself steady
Am I finally ready?
For a second lower your guard
I mean this shouldn’t be that hard
Stop staring and gawking
Just seriously start talking

Can’t seem to be free from this anxiety
I’m trapped in this hole I’ve lost all control
It feels like an ocean as I drown in emotion
My will is breaking and I just really want to stop shaking