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Beautiful Day

by Blindedbylife

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It is a beautiful day out there today and I want to go out and enjoy it. I used to be able to do that. But it is too peopley out that lately and I hate myself. I tried and I failed. The lesson is, never try. Maybe try again. I guess we shall see. But the important thing now is that I am broken and may very well be unfixable.

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It is a beautiful day, the kind of day to treasure
I really should get out there, try and enjoy some pleasure
Don't waste it all at home, I Gotta get myself out there
Just breathe it in now, and I don't even have a care


I guess it's really quite clear, that I'm not the only one
Who thought that they should get out of the house and have some fun
Actually, it might be a bit or maybe a lot
Things are getting a bit more crowded out here than I thought

But that is ok I think I am sure I can just cope
I am strong I am tough I am going to be ok? Nope

Fuck this, this is just too fucking daunting
My body shakings my anxiety is haunting
Reminding me of the ghost of who I was
I don't think I will ever get better at this because

I am broken

I am broken

No, no, no it is alright, I just need to breathe in and out
You can handle this I am sure I really have no doubt
It is a beautiful day, The kind of day you should enjoy
You know the techniques that you need to just employ

Just close your eyes tightly and just take a moment
Just give it a few seconds and it will end your torment
You are doing fine you know and you are having fun
Today is a great day and it has only just begun

Just be normal for once in your life and go with the flow
Do you think you can actually do that this time? No

Fuck this, I barely tried and I fucking failed
Facing even the slightest trouble I fucking bailed
Running home crying to hide under your bed
I will never get better I am too fucked in the head

I am broken

credits

released December 2, 2022
This song is written by Ryan Spence
All instruments, sounds, noises, crying and screaming or whatever were performed by Ryan Spence

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Blindedbylife Ottawa, Ontario

I guess this is the place where I tell you a bit about myself and my music. But I am not really good and explaining things. For a song writer I am not always good with my words, which is probably why I am rambling a bit right now. Oh crap I seem to be running out of characters and I haven't really told you anything yet. I still have a bit of space so I guess I should at least say that my music is ... more

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